He flipped through the stacks. Each one sparked a glimmer of memory through sight and sound.
It had been years since the fire. Years since he touched vinyl. Years now since things seemed to go…sour.
It seemed trivial on the surface. Others might think it irrational to tie fate so closely to something possessed. Yet, while these material items were not his originals, there was still a kinship.
Oh…this one got him through his break up with Mary Ellen Newburgh, and this one was pretty much the root soundtrack to the summer after he graduated college. A consistent presence in a time of change and turmoil.
They were all his friends.
His mind raced to find a way to claim them all, but it was impossible. It just helped to know that they were here.
Then he found it, or it found him. The one he needed. He looked up as a tear welled in the corner of his eye. An embarrassed warmth hit his cheeks as he tired quickly to blink it away. He snapped it up and held it close to his chest as if he had just found a lump of gold. He would have it back now. It was the very first step that felt like the right step in a good long time.